KYUN HAIN???

Kaisi raahein? Anjaan raastein,
Zindagi ke sath hain jane kon sa dard!
Jane Kiska khwaab aankhon me sajega ,
Aur na us sachhai ko kabhi jaankar!!
Kahaan chal padi hain zindagi ki raahein,
Thaamna chahti hain shayad khushiyon ki baahein!
Un khushiyon ko thamne se hi use yeh dar kyun hain??
Dard se gehra rishta hi raha hain hamesha,
To fir kuch khushiyon ko khone ka dar kyun hain??

Yeh hawayein le jayengi jane use kahaa,
Use manzil tak pahucha to rahi hain!
Manzil khud usne tay to ki hain,
Raaste usne apne khud chune hain,
To fir un kaanto se chhalne ka dar kyun hain??
Woh har pal apne mazil ke aur kareeb hain,
To fir woh apni sachhai se bekhabar kyun hain??
Kabhi kisi ne usse nhi pucha ki uski raza kya hain,
Fir bhi sabke liye uski nazar me yeh fikar kyun hain??
Uski marzi kya thi use na jaankar apne faisle sunaye,
sabne bebaki se keh dil apne dil har ek baat!
Fir us par jo beeta har lamha woh jaankar,
Sabki aankhein uske dard ke liye yu num kyun hain??
Agar use is kyun ka jawab mil jaye kahin par,
To shayad uski yeh jindagi aasan ho jaye!
Yeh shayad kabhi mumkin ho nhi sakta hain,
Uski nigaahe yeh jaanne ko bechain harpal kyun hain??

KAHU KUCH YA RAHU CHUP?

Bahut kuch kehna hain aaj,
Bahut kuch samajhna hain aaj!
TEri khushi ke liye tujhse dur jakar,
Khud hi girkal sambhalna hain aaj!
Bahut se saawal the dil me,
Shayd ban kr reh gaye ek band kitaab!
Rokna to chahti thi kuch na ho aisa,
Lekin kabhi -2 milta nhi jeevan behisaab!
Main kehte kehte chup ho jau,
Ya kehkar ek veerane me gum!
Main aise hi dur chale jau,
Ya ban jau kisi roshni ki sargam!
Kaise batlau tujhe ki chup rehne me,
Khud ko khamosh rakhne me jo saza hain!
Khud ko pal pal apne hi hatho se,
Apni jindagi tabah krne ki inteha hain!
Ha hain dard aaj itna ki dil me ki,
khud se har jee rahi thi ek sapna ki!
Woh tuta hua sapna fir se tut gaya,
Aur mere hath me fir se andhera hi reh gaya!
Aaj meri khamoshi sirf mujhe saza deti hain,
Dua krti hu ki yeh khamoshi tujhe saza na de!
Main chahti hu aaj itna likhna ki kal se fir,
Mere andar ki awaaz mujhe fir se daga na de!
Agar main ban gayi mom aaj ke bad bhi,
Yeh mat samajhna ki thodi si roshni se pighal jaungi!
Main to bani thi mom ki hi gudiya-si sabke liye,
Khud ko sametne me hi puri ki puri deh jaungi!!
Main shayad bin kahe sab kuch kehkkar,
Aaj hamesha ke liye chup ho jaungi!
Main to wahi thi hamesha lekin aaj,
Shayad khud se khudko juda kr jaungi!
Yeh alvida shyad de de sabko khushi,
Par ab na paegi mere chehre pr kabhi hasi!
Bas khud ke liye sirf ek akhiri tamanna hain,
Koshish na krna kabhi lautane ki meri hasi!
Kyunki jis din woh hasi laut aayi,
Us din fir main tut jane se darungi!
Aaj sirf bhagti hu khudki khushiyon se,
Us din to neele aakash se bhi bhagungi!
To fir koshish na krna kabhi mere liye kuch,
Main reh lungi zinda hi to rakhna hain khudko!
Awaz aane par kisi ki shayad hulchul na kru,
Samet lungi ek ankahe andhere me khudko!!

DISHA : Ek Nayi-Si

Mil gayi mujhe ek nayi disha,!
Mitne lage hain mere harte hue,
Woh kadmo ke nishan!
Main bad rhi hu aage bankar hawa!
Rokne se bhi nhi ab koi mujhe rok sakta!!
Main chal padi hu bankar achal,
Athak prayaso se pragti ki raah par!
Chalna hain mujhe to ab yun nirantar,
Chahe ho koi bhi musshqil si hi dagar!
Na rukne ki aarzu hain mujhe ab,
Na ab fir se jhukne ka hi dum!
Ab to jhukna bhi nhi hain mujhe,
Mujhe to ab chalna hain hardum!
Chuna chahti hu main aakash,
Meri manzil nahi hain bus wahi!
Jaungi usse bhi aage ek din,
Naye shikahro tak pachunkar dikhlaungi hi!
Main na rukungi, na thakungi
Main na sehamungi, na darungi!
Main na jhukungi, na harungi
Na koi bandhan me hi ab bandhungi!
Na bandh sakega mujhe ab koi bhi bandhan,
Zindagi chalti rahe ya na rahe mujhme hi koi sargam!
Dhund rahi thi woh sagar jiske pani me ho woh gehrai ho,
Jiske seepo me koi moti ho na ho lekin woh uchaai ho!
Main saagar ki bunde bankar usme samaane wali nahi!
Main to uski lehre bankar sagar se bichadne se ab darti nahi!!
Main behti chalungi nirantar un athak prayaso ke sang!
Meri mushkilo me bhi hogi woh tufano jesi joshili sargam!!
Mere girne se koi ghabrana mat,
Main fir se sambhal jaungi!
Main haar bhi gayi to kya,
Main fir se ek naya awaam sajaungi!
Main dekhna ek din mere sapno ko,
mere khwabo ko pura kr paungi!
Mere jeevan ke arth ko uske matlab ko,
Mere jeene ke sach ko sarthak kr jaungi!
MAin ek din apna aakash banaungi!!

KYA YEH MERI JINDGANI THI

Main hawa nhi thi, meri to koi zamee bhi nhi thi!
Main sawaal nhi thi, meri to koi hasti hi nahi thi!!
Main to sochti bhi nhi thi, par yeh zindagi ban chali ek paheli thi!
Paheli ko suljhane lagi to ban gayi, woh paheli hi meri saheli thi!!
Is saheli ko samjhne lagi to khud main, ban gayi bheed me bhi akeli thi!
Main to chal rhi thi tufano me fir bhi, mere jesi koi hulchul tufani nhi thi!!
Sabse jhunjhkar ya sabse harkar aage bdne ki to kisi me nishani hi nhi thi!
Lekin me to ban kar waqt beh rahi thi, jiskin kahin par koi manzil hi nhi thi!!
Raaste kya the kya thi manzil, kya kehta tha mera bechain sa dil!
Sabke paas to kehne ko kuch tha, mere paas to meri hi kahani nhi thi!!
Manzil-manzil bhatakte hue khud ko khudse juda krte hue,
Sawalo me jawabo ko dhundkar khud hi sawal bante hue!
Raat ke andhere me ujaala failane wala diya bankar,
Ya us diye ko khud hi bujha kar sabke liye andhera bankar!
Subah ki kiran ho pehli ya koi oas ki woh bunde-si bankar,
thand ka jesa thanda sparsh bankar ya fir suraj ki garmi bankar!!
Un sabme koi aasani ho ya aa ragu thi chahe kitni hi mushqile,
Ya bankar ek pehli ban bada rhi thi khud ki hi uljhane!!
Main to sochkar bhi apni hi soch ko sochne se darne lagi thi!
Mujhe me khud hi nhi thi dusro ke liye, kaise main khushi ban saki thi!!
Khayalo ke ghane se baadal the, aur the woh bheegte hue pal!
Baadalo ki gadgadahat thi aur usme sehmate hue se the thal!!
Banjar si zamee hoti to bhi zindagi ko jeene me mujhe aasaani hoti!
Main kya kahu kehti to jab jab meri koi zindgani ya kahaani hoti!!
Nahi jaankar khudko, mujhme to kaid the bas arzuao ke pankh!
pankh lagakar bhi kya milega, ek din kat jayegi woh bhi patang!
Patang banti to kya nibha pati jiski dor mujhe nibhani thi!
Kachhe dhago se bhi kachhe sapno ki hi to bus pareshani thi!!
Bharosa kiya kabhi kisi aur pr, to mila mujhe ek sabab wahi!
Zindagi me rehna hain akele, to sehna pdega sab kuch khud hi!
Kehne ko kuch hota to keh bhi deti, kehne ko to puri nadani thi!
Main chup hu yehi sochkar ki, kehne me hi to meri pareshani thi!!

Ek Naya Agaaz, Ek Nayi Talash

Dekho yeh bunde barsih ki kuch kehti hain suno yeh awaaz!
Yeh hawaa mehsus krke to dekho meshsus kro yeh aagaz!!
Chalne lagi hain hawaa kuch madhham se madhhsam se!
Aur pedo ke patte bhi hil rahe hain kuch hole hole se!!
Koyal bhi gane lagi hu yu kuch aur jindagi ki sazane lagi hain sargam!
Aasma bhi khul kar nach raha hain lgta hain ho gaya use bhi kuch humdum!!
Aankhon me kuch sapne liye chal pde hain hum!
Aur umeedo ke pul bandhkar ho rahe hain gumsum!!
Kahu kya aur jana to hain manzil tak, pana bhi hain manzil ko!
Chahe ho kuch bhi aaye koi bhi mushqil, harna nhi hian ab humko!!
Aur issi ke sath chalte jana hain sapno ko pura krne!
Apne liye ek naya aakash chunne ek naya savera talashne!!
To fir chalenge hum is nayi raah par akele ya fir kisi ke sath!
Badenge aage manzil tak pahuchne ek nayi talash ke sath!!

Main khud se ban gayi ajnabee si kyun

ek anjaan adhuri si kahani hian,

socho to jaani pehchani hain!

apne aaspaas dekho to khudse milt,

nhi to iz zindagi ka na koi saani hain!

Aaj main itni adhuri si kyun,

Main khud se ban gayi hu ajnabee si kyun!

Na koi umeed hain na dil me koi aarzoon,

Rahein bhi nhi koi uljhan na koi justjuu!

Sab kuch badal gayan hain kyun aur badal gayi main kyun!

Hawao ka ruka bhi badal gayan hain main ban gayi yeh ajnabee si kyun!!

Khud me kuch talashne ki talash bhi nahi rahi,

Yeh saas to hain par ab woh zindagi hi nahi rahi!

Le rahi hu har pal me main ek naya janam,

Kach ke khilone si,mitti ke sharir si !

Ho rahi hu main yaha kyun khatam!!

Yeh ho raha hian kya mujhe, main samjh nhi pa rhi hu kyun!

Main khud se ban gayi hu yeh ajnabee si kyun!!

Muskurahto ke matlab yeh aasuo ki koi nishaan!

Matlabi si yeh duniya,ya matlabi ho gayi hu main sirf yahan!

Na hain khud se koi nafrat aur na hi koi shikayat!

Na hain jeene ki chahat aur na marne ki koi hasrat!!

Kehte the log sahi maut ke pehle bhi,

Zindagi me maut aa jati hain aksar!

Bheed me tanhaiyon me dard ka sailab kya,

Chot bhi to mehsus nhi hoti hain ab!

Main kya kr rhi hu is soch me bhi pdti nahi hu kyun!

Main khudse ban gayi hu yeh ajnabee si kyun!!

Kyun kalam uthai hain maine,

Kyun bayan kr rhi hu yeh sab!

Jab jaanti hu main rehna hain mujhe akele,

Hona hian ruswa bhi mujhe to ab!

Aasu bhi kyun bhiga nhi rahe hian palke!!

Aasuo ka bhi sath naseeb nahi ho rahi kyun!

Main khud se ban gayi yeh ajnabee si kyun!!

Kash koi samajhta mujhe kabhi,

Jaankar batana ho raha hian kya mujhe!

Main ban gayi hu patthar ki ek murat,

Na dard hain na bhavanayein hain kahi!

Saans to le rahi hain jo fir bhi saansein,

Ab to mera sath deti hi nahin!

Sawal ke jawab dhundne ki hasrat,
Ab to woh hasrat bhi nhi rahin!

Na chahat maujud hian mujhne kyun!

Main khud se ban gayi hu yeh ajnabee si kyun !!

Hota nhi hain magar hamesha hum,

Jo chahte hain hum woh sab!

Maangne se milta nhi hain kuch bhi,

Warna maang leti main yeh rab!

Bangayi hain zindagi ek paheli aur,

Main khud uska ek sabab!

Yeh bejaan se jeena hain manjur mujhe,

Duao me maut maangti nhi main ab!

Jaane kitni parchaiyan lekar Main jee rahi hu ab,

Ek parchai ho to bhagna hota hain aasan!

Aasan bhi ho jata hian mushqil hain ab,

Khud ban gayi hu parchai to aks se!

Nazrein milana mumkin nahi hain kyun!

Main khud ke liye ban gayi hu yeh ajnabee si kyun!!

Sochti hu har bar ab nhi likhungi aur,

Lekin yeh kalam hi to hain ja sath de deti hain har bar!

Warna duniya ho ya ho koi rishta,

Ya ho chahe ho koi bhi mausam!

Sath chhod dete hain aksar jaante hue bhi,

Ki jaroorat hain hume hurdum!

Raat ke andhere me roshni se nur hote ujale!!

Aur ujale me din ke benur hoti hu main kyun!

Main khud ke liye ban gayi yeh ajnabee si kyun!!

KABHI HASTE KABHI MUSKURATE

Kabhi haste kabhi muskurate yeh lamhe hamesha khilkhilate!
Kabhi teri hasi me kabhi meri hasi me geeton ko gungunate!!
Yaadon ka karwa bunte aur khud ko andhere se chunte!
Waqt ke in lamho me kabhi ek dusre ka sath dete!!
Socha na tha yeh waqt yuhi beet jayega!
Aane wala kal fir itni jaldi aa jayega!!
Ajnabee si soch ke sath sikh lenge naye jeene ke dhang!
Raahon ko khudhi chun ke bhar denge unme naye rang!!
Na koi koshish hoti na koi sacchai hoti !
Bus hum kuch bun bunkar tanhaiyan hi khoti!!
Jane sochu kya jane likhu bhi to kya,
har pal ek chingari sa lagta hain!
Kya bolkar chup jau ya chup rehkar,
ya chup rehkar sabkuch kehna hain!
Meri to bus ye hi dua hain ab,
tu khush rahe jaha bhi rahe!
Meri to aarzoo bhi yehi hain ab,
tu hasta muskurata rahe!
Main bhi has deti hu kabhi-2 us hasi ke sath!
Yehi sochkar ki tu khush hain jindagi ke sath!!
Khushiyan chunna aasan hota hain,
Gum ke sath khush rehne wale bhi khush hote hain!
Apne gumo ko chupana aasan nhi hota hain!!
Lekin khud ke aasuo ko bhulkar bhi,
Kabhi kabhi sabke liye muskurana pdta hain!
Khudko bhulkar bhi sabko yad dilana pdta hain!!
Mere dost rab se bus yehi mangti hu,
Tu jaha bhi rahe khushiyan rahe duniya me teri!
Duae dil se hamesha nikalengi tere liye,
Salamat rahe dosti n jindagani teri!
Har dua me kubul nhi hoti hain,
Par har kubul dua me woh asar kaha!
Har aarzu puri nhi hoti hain,
Par har aarzu me woh tamanna bhi kaha!
To fir aaj yehi tamanna yehi aarzoo hain,
Tujhe jindagi me sabkuch mile yehi kubul ho jaye!
Khuda ke ghar me der saber hi sahi,
Lekin woh roshni se tera ghar roshan ho jaye!