socho to jaani pehchani hain!
apne aaspaas dekho to khudse milt,
nhi to iz zindagi ka na koi saani hain!
Aaj main itni adhuri si kyun,
Main khud se ban gayi hu ajnabee si kyun!
Na koi umeed hain na dil me koi aarzoon,
Rahein bhi nhi koi uljhan na koi justjuu!
Sab kuch badal gayan hain kyun aur badal gayi main kyun!
Hawao ka ruka bhi badal gayan hain main ban gayi yeh ajnabee si kyun!!
Khud me kuch talashne ki talash bhi nahi rahi,
Yeh saas to hain par ab woh zindagi hi nahi rahi!
Le rahi hu har pal me main ek naya janam,
Kach ke khilone si,mitti ke sharir si !
Ho rahi hu main yaha kyun khatam!!
Yeh ho raha hian kya mujhe, main samjh nhi pa rhi hu kyun!
Main khud se ban gayi hu yeh ajnabee si kyun!!
Muskurahto ke matlab yeh aasuo ki koi nishaan!
Matlabi si yeh duniya,ya matlabi ho gayi hu main sirf yahan!
Na hain khud se koi nafrat aur na hi koi shikayat!
Na hain jeene ki chahat aur na marne ki koi hasrat!!
Kehte the log sahi maut ke pehle bhi,
Zindagi me maut aa jati hain aksar!
Bheed me tanhaiyon me dard ka sailab kya,
Chot bhi to mehsus nhi hoti hain ab!
Main kya kr rhi hu is soch me bhi pdti nahi hu kyun!
Main khudse ban gayi hu yeh ajnabee si kyun!!
Kyun kalam uthai hain maine,
Kyun bayan kr rhi hu yeh sab!
Jab jaanti hu main rehna hain mujhe akele,
Hona hian ruswa bhi mujhe to ab!
Aasu bhi kyun bhiga nhi rahe hian palke!!
Aasuo ka bhi sath naseeb nahi ho rahi kyun!
Main khud se ban gayi yeh ajnabee si kyun!!
Kash koi samajhta mujhe kabhi,
Jaankar batana ho raha hian kya mujhe!
Main ban gayi hu patthar ki ek murat,
Na dard hain na bhavanayein hain kahi!
Saans to le rahi hain jo fir bhi saansein,
Ab to mera sath deti hi nahin!
Sawal ke jawab dhundne ki hasrat,
Ab to woh hasrat bhi nhi rahin!
Ab to woh hasrat bhi nhi rahin!
Na chahat maujud hian mujhne kyun!
Main khud se ban gayi hu yeh ajnabee si kyun !!
Hota nhi hain magar hamesha hum,
Jo chahte hain hum woh sab!
Maangne se milta nhi hain kuch bhi,
Warna maang leti main yeh rab!
Bangayi hain zindagi ek paheli aur,
Main khud uska ek sabab!
Yeh bejaan se jeena hain manjur mujhe,
Duao me maut maangti nhi main ab!
Jaane kitni parchaiyan lekar Main jee rahi hu ab,
Ek parchai ho to bhagna hota hain aasan!
Aasan bhi ho jata hian mushqil hain ab,
Khud ban gayi hu parchai to aks se!
Nazrein milana mumkin nahi hain kyun!
Main khud ke liye ban gayi hu yeh ajnabee si kyun!!
Sochti hu har bar ab nhi likhungi aur,
Lekin yeh kalam hi to hain ja sath de deti hain har bar!
Warna duniya ho ya ho koi rishta,
Ya ho chahe ho koi bhi mausam!
Sath chhod dete hain aksar jaante hue bhi,
Ki jaroorat hain hume hurdum!
Raat ke andhere me roshni se nur hote ujale!!
Aur ujale me din ke benur hoti hu main kyun!
Main khud ke liye ban gayi yeh ajnabee si kyun!!
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