Bahut kuch kehna hain aaj,
Bahut kuch samajhna hain aaj!
TEri khushi ke liye tujhse dur jakar,
Khud hi girkal sambhalna hain aaj!
Bahut se saawal the dil me,
Shayd ban kr reh gaye ek band kitaab!
Rokna to chahti thi kuch na ho aisa,
Lekin kabhi -2 milta nhi jeevan behisaab!
Main kehte kehte chup ho jau,
Ya kehkar ek veerane me gum!
Main aise hi dur chale jau,
Ya ban jau kisi roshni ki sargam!
Kaise batlau tujhe ki chup rehne me,
Khud ko khamosh rakhne me jo saza hain!
Khud ko pal pal apne hi hatho se,
Apni jindagi tabah krne ki inteha hain!
Ha hain dard aaj itna ki dil me ki,
khud se har jee rahi thi ek sapna ki!
Woh tuta hua sapna fir se tut gaya,
Aur mere hath me fir se andhera hi reh gaya!
Aaj meri khamoshi sirf mujhe saza deti hain,
Dua krti hu ki yeh khamoshi tujhe saza na de!
Main chahti hu aaj itna likhna ki kal se fir,
Mere andar ki awaaz mujhe fir se daga na de!
Agar main ban gayi mom aaj ke bad bhi,
Yeh mat samajhna ki thodi si roshni se pighal jaungi!
Main to bani thi mom ki hi gudiya-si sabke liye,
Khud ko sametne me hi puri ki puri deh jaungi!!
Main shayad bin kahe sab kuch kehkkar,
Aaj hamesha ke liye chup ho jaungi!
Main to wahi thi hamesha lekin aaj,
Shayad khud se khudko juda kr jaungi!
Yeh alvida shyad de de sabko khushi,
Par ab na paegi mere chehre pr kabhi hasi!
Bas khud ke liye sirf ek akhiri tamanna hain,
Koshish na krna kabhi lautane ki meri hasi!
Kyunki jis din woh hasi laut aayi,
Us din fir main tut jane se darungi!
Aaj sirf bhagti hu khudki khushiyon se,
Us din to neele aakash se bhi bhagungi!
To fir koshish na krna kabhi mere liye kuch,
Main reh lungi zinda hi to rakhna hain khudko!
Awaz aane par kisi ki shayad hulchul na kru,
Samet lungi ek ankahe andhere me khudko!!
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